Archive for July, 2012

Writing In The Dead Of Night

Posted: July 29, 2012 in Uncategorized

This is from when she had a pain in her side and I wrote this that night when we were finally able to go to bed

Today I watched my baby cry. I carried her into the hospital while she was in so much pain. Seeing the girl of my dreams in this state just makes me want to cy, but I can’t because I have to show her that I’m strong. Strong enough to be there for her, Strong enough to be her king. We got back a little bit ago, and now she is sleeping by my side. So peaceful, as if everything that has been worrying her has past. I wonder if she has ever wrote to me? In the dead of night when silence is the only thing in our presence. We haven’t been on our journey long, but I know that she will always be here for me. This is the girl I want to marry, my best friend, and the one person I can tell anything to. I hope that our future is full of laughter and happiness, and if we ever get to the point of breaking up, fight for her. Don’t let her get away, she is the one thing in life that has ever made you feel this way. If you feel like giving up, don’t. She will always love you. You have waited for this chance for years.

Sam, I love you. I hated seeing you like this today, and I hope the pain is gone now. I will always take care of you, with whatever you are facing. Thank you for always being here for me.

In The Swamp Of Sorrows

Posted: July 29, 2012 in Uncategorized

Like the brothers of Norse
Our journey started with fire
But after all these years you shifted off course
And like the trickster, you’ve always been a liar

Anger fills my thoughts of pain
An icy sceptor pierces my back
It was you who brought the rain
And it was I who always considered you part of the pack

The monsters of anguish try to escape
The fields of desperation always in your mind
The wolves of hunger clean their plate
You will not win in due time

The swamp of sorrows is always there
You cannot escape
Stuck in the swamp of sorrows
You are forever lost
In the swamp of sorrows
You are gone

Together we rode into adventure
Upon our unstoppable mighty steads
I wish time would be the cure
But you have shown me your mischevious deeds

The gods have seen your actions
And for that you must perish
Your ship has sank with it’s contraptions
And it is I who was the fairest

For in the swamp of sorrows
You begin to sink slowly
In the swamp of sorrows
I watch you from the edge
For in the swamp of sorrows
No guilt is shown on my face
In the swamp of sorrows
I see no longer a brother

And in the swamp of sorrows
I watch a new monster born

Do You Remember?

Posted: July 29, 2012 in Uncategorized

Do you remember all the memories we’ve had?
Like the day we goofed around all class on the yearbook computers? Do you remember?
Do you remember the morning we walked to Mcdonalds and you got a mcgriddle, hashbrown, and orange juice?
Do you remember in biology when you would always come to me for answers?
Do you remember me being at every birthday party? Do you remember what I wrote in your yearbook over the past years?
Do you remember my “good morning =)” texts with that cheesy smiley face?
Do you remember coming over and falling asleep in my arms?
Do you remember sitting on my lap in class?
Do you remember our first kiss? And falling asleep on my shoulder on that bumpy bus ride?
Do you remember standing together on top of the world watching the sunset?
Do you remember our love? And that you told me we were going to be together forever?
Do you remember falling asleep side by side?
Do you remember when you told me it was over?
Do you remember all the good we’ve had more than the bad?
Do you remember that you have always been my love?
Do you remember that I waited so long for you?
Do you remember how much I care about you?

Do you know how sorry I am for losing you?
Do you know how much I miss you?

On The Morrow’s Eve

Posted: July 29, 2012 in Uncategorized

On The Morrow’s Eve:

All one has to hope for is sweet reconcile
and to not be lost in this dream of stormy seas
Marching through the murky swamp for a mile
To find the ever so bitter key

Standing on the cliff of romance,
while gazing into the mountain’s eye
The setting sun is flickers like a dance
But time will never die

Will you be there
On the morrow’s eve
Can you show me
that we can still be
An ember is still burning
The memories will not fade
and I will be there
on the morrow’s eve

They say that hero’s are never truly happy
and that what’s lost is never truly gone
But if this is the sacrifice,
then let the dragon come

Chasing your eye’s through the misty forest
In which something a tree nymph cannot compete
Echoes of your voice all around in the mist
I am forced to take a seat

Will you be there
On the morrow’s eve
Can you show me
that we can still be
An ember is still burning
The memories will not fade
and I will be there
on the morrow’s eve

The sharp blade of gloomy winter
begins to pull me into the deep abyss
Holding tight to the edge looking for it’s inventor
I am risen with your kiss

On the morrow’s eve
you were there
On the morrow’s eve
I still cared
On the morrow’s eve
We were together
On the morrow’s eve
We walked away out of this dream
On the morrow’s eve
a new king was born