When We Slept

Posted: August 19, 2012 in Uncategorized

When we slept I felt all my troubles disappear,

I could have either a horrible day or a terrific day and yet still be at peace,

Because I knew your breathing was sometimes all I could hear,

And that was all I needed.

 

When we slept I knew you were mine,

At the end of the day we would hold each other in a warm embrace,

This moment was indeed one of our prime,

And I wish that it could be once again.

 

When we slept we were so close that I didn’t even dream,

Because I didn’t need too and you were already there,

With you by my side I knew we were a team,

But lately in my sleep I always see you.

 

When we slept I knew you felt safe with me by your side,

And I felt no longer alone in life

You were the moon’s beautiful power that controls the magic tide,

and within our sleep we stood upon the sandy shore,

 

When we slept all our troubles had passed,

Even the most difficult problems that had overcome us,

And on the edge of night we would forget our troubled past,

Because I would hold you

 

When we slept I realized that you were the one,

The one who has always been there for me,

You were my star, moon, and sun

And you always will be

 

When we slept your soft touch and peaceful motion made me complete,

and not a night goes by where I don’t wish you by my side,

And there isn’t a promise I wouldn’t keep,

Someday I hope we can just sleep again  

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To The Future

Posted: August 15, 2012 in Uncategorized

Here’s to the future

Where I hope that one day you can accept that our differences made us bond,

Where our initial feelings for each other may one day be shown again,

I may not have always shown it,

But anything that was important to you, was important to me,

I love that even now you have shared with me what went wrong ,

Because that leads to the road of recovery,

and we have been recovering,

 

The future for us wasn’t fully explored,

but that doesn’t mean it still doesn’t exist

If you believe in alternate universes I bet you there is one somewhere that has us trying again

Maybe this is the alternate universe, maybe not

But what’s life without taking a chance?

Another go around could be a thousand times better than the first,

or make us really see what we want in life, whether ours are the same or not.

I am not saying that we should just immediately jump back together,

but to take it slower than the first time,

and maybe things will work out for the best.

 

I have always been a second chance kind of person,

I believe people should have a chance to redeem themselves from past mistakes,

and just put what bad happened in the past, and focus on the future

Hakuna Matatah, What a wonderful phrase

Don’t worry, don’t think, just do

 

I have never been so sure of something in my life,

but I have found my joy in life, my joy with a CE 😉

We have a long life ahead of us,

And maybe it’s not the time right now,

but know that my love will always be burning in my heart,

for as long as I live, and I am afraid that just isn’t going away

 

Here’s to the future

Tonight

Posted: August 12, 2012 in Uncategorized

Tonight is the night where it was planned that you would come and see me. Tonight I want to give you a massage, feet and back, because I know after working you like them, and I just want you to feel relaxed. Tonight I want to lay out under the stars and hope that we can see the shooting stars because it was forcasted that there is a big meteor shower, with over a hundred shooting stars per hour (sadly I read there is only about 20 if you are in the city and such, but it would be cool to see them 🙂 ). I want you to just smile at me while we watch, and I want things how they used to be. We have done so much together, and watching the stars is one thing we haven’t done. I don’t want it to seem romantic or anything, I just thought it would make you feel better after work, you know to take your mind off things. That’s what the stars are there for. I am tired of the drama raised, but I want you to know that I still love you, and that love will never fade. I miss you so much, and it kills me to go a week without even seeing you. If you do come over tonight, and I don’t manage to get this out, here it is. The one thing I miss most is waking up next to you every morning and getting to look into your beautiful eyes. You always said they were ugly, but that isn’t true. You have always been my “Brown Eyed Girl” and always will be. I miss feeling your heart so close to mine, and feeling each breath you would take. I hope you miss that too, and know that whatever I did to make you feel like we were over, that I am sorrry for that. It isn’t what I wanted. I have loved you for years, and I have waited for you for that long as well. I have always considered you “The One” and you are. I don’t think I will ever be as happy as I was with you, because there is just too much history between us, and I want that history to continue. I can see sometimes that deep down you miss us too, and if there ever is a time where you want to try again, then show me, because I know the next time will be better. Past relationships are meant to be experience, to make it better for the next, but who says the next time can’t be with that same person you love? We have a long life ahead of us, and I have made my choice who I want to spend it with.

I’m sorry if all this is too romantic for you, or anything, but this is where I get my feelings out.

Tonight is the night where I will finally show you this blog, and I hope you read it all.

Kiss Forever

Posted: August 12, 2012 in Uncategorized

I gotta tell you what I’m feelin’ inside, I could lie to myself, but it’s true 
There’s no denying when I look in your eyes, girl I’m out of my head over you 

I lived so long believin’ all love is blind 
But everything about you is tellin’ me this time 

Chorus: 
It’s forever, this time I know and there’s no doubt in my mind 
Forever, until my life is through, girl I’ll be lovin’ you forever 

I hear the echo of a promise I made 
When you’re strong you can stand on your own 
But those words grow distant as I look at your face 
No, I don’t wanna go it alone 

I never thought I’d lay my heart on the line 
But everything about you is tellin’ me this time 

Chorus – Ya-ah! 

I see my future when I look in your eyes 
It took your love to make my heart come alive 

‘Cause I lived my life believin’ all love is blind 
But everything about you is tellin’ me this time 

Chorus (repeat twice)

 

I remember when we went to the KISS Concert, and I was disappointed that they didn’t play this, because I wanted to kiss you as it played, but I remember doing so when “Beth” came on. This is one of the songs I have given to you.  

“when you’re feeling sad, please don’t cry; i will wipe away your tears. 

But you don’t see that I am always sad when you are gone

For when youre angry, please dont yell; i know thats not you.

I know it isn’t me, and I am sorry if I ever hurt you.

For when youre lost, please know tthat youre not; you always have a place in my heart.

I am so lost right now. I just want you to be back with me, because you too are always in my heart.

For when you’re feeling lonely, please know that you shouldn’t; i will always be with you.

I’ve been lonely for months now, and you haven’t been here. You barely see me.

For when youre feeling happy, please know thats what i want for you; complete happiness.

I feel happy when I am around you and can see you again. You don’t know that you are my complete happiness.

When youre feeling confused, please know im here to help; i will help sort through the confusion.

I have tried, tried telling you how confused I am and have sought your help, but when I do, you only become farther away

For when youre feeling scared, please know you have my hand to hold; whenever you want”

I have been scared. Scared that you are going to be gone forever. I always want to hold your hand, and to just hold you in my arms again.

 

I just want my Sami back 😦

Facebook Posts Over The Year

Posted: August 6, 2012 in Uncategorized

Travis Sigler posted to Samantha Joyce

June 4, 2011

Go to Grad Night!

Samantha Joyce ·

I am a dollar short.. lol

June 5, 2011 at 12:26am via mobile

Travis Sigler find one! lol

June 5, 2011 at 12:29am

Samantha Joyce ·

now im only short 50 cents!!

June 5, 2011 at 1:03am · 1

Travis Siglerposted to Samantha Joyce

June 8, 2011

You are stealing my pictures 😛

Samantha Joyce ·

Haha yup! 😀

Travis Sigler posted to Samantha Joyce

June 8, 2011

And also, go to CCC :p

Samantha Joyce ·

That’s it…

June 8, 2011 at 2:15am

Travis Sigler do it

June 8, 2011 at 2:15am

Samantha Joyce ·

We’ll see. 🙂

June 8, 2011 at 2:17am · 1

Travis Sigler The other school is lame…who goes to washington, lol. All your friends are here 😛 and most are going to CCC lol

June 8, 2011 at 2:17am

Samantha Joyce ·

Or all my friends should go to school with me. Hahaha. 🙂

June 8, 2011 at 2:18am

Travis Sigler washington is out of state, costs more, not to mention taxes, and you would have to live and pay your own rent. :p

June 8, 2011 at 2:19am

Samantha Joyce ·

Well if everyone lived with me there would be no rent. And at least the taxes are not on your hard earned money..

June 8, 2011 at 2:25am

Travis Sigler yeah lol

June 8, 2011 at 11:57am

Travis Sigler posted to Samantha Joyce

June 23, 2011

Rock N Roll all night

Travis Sigler posted to Samantha Joyce

July 1, 2011

Can’t wait until we go get your tattoo on your birthday 🙂

Samantha Joyce ·

I know! Me too. I’m really excited. I’m happy you’re going to be there with me. 🙂

Travis Sigler shared a link.

July 3, 2011

Life is ours, we live it our way

All these words I don’t just say

and nothing else matters

Samantha Joyce likes this.

Samantha Joyce · ❤

Samantha Joyceposted toTravis Sigler

July 3, 2011

🙂

samantha Joyce posted to Travis Sigler

July 3, 2011

So if you’re ever laying in bed one night thinking to yourself you’re all alone, please think again, and think of this sentence: Always know that you’re “Never Gunna Be Alone”. That “I’ll Stand By You” and always be “Two Steps Behind”..

Yes..I came up with that all by myself.. 😀

Travis Sigler posted to Samantha Joyce

July 5, 2011

Guess what…….5 days until your birthday 🙂

Samantha Joyce ·

OMG 5 days until my birthday!

Travis Sigler posted to Samantha Joyce

July 12, 2011

I love you sooo much! You are the most beautiful girl in the world! You’re amazing!!

Travis Sigler posted to Samantha Joyce

July 15, 2011

Hey

Samantha Joyce ·

Hello.

Samantha Joyceposted toTravis Sigler

July 16, 2011

🙂

Samantha Joyce posted toTravis Sigler

July 16, 2011

I didn’t fall for you; you tripped me and I landed in your arms.

🙂

Samantha Joyce posted to Travis Sigler

July 19, 2011

Hi. 🙂

Travis Sigler posted to Samantha Joyce

July 19, 2011

HI 🙂

Travis Sigler Well if it helps any, this is a wall

July 19, 2011 at 12:50am ·

Samantha Joyce ·

Fine, we will go on my wall instead!

July 19, 2011 at 12:50am

Samantha Joyce ·

🙂

July 19, 2011 at 12:50am

Travis Sigler im staying here, you can go if you want haha

July 19, 2011 at 12:51am ·

Samantha Joyce posted toTravis Sigler

July 19, 2011 July 19, 2011

I think you’re cute. 😉

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Samantha Joyceposted toTravis Sigler

July 29, 2011

Time, is going by, so much faster than I,

And I’m starting to regret not spending all of it with you.

Now I’m, wondering why, I’ve kept this bottled inside,

So I’m starting to regret not telling all of this to you.

So if I haven’t yet, I’ve gotta let you know…

You’re never gonna be alone

From this moment on, if you ever feel like letting go,

I won’t let you fall…

You’re never gonna be alone

🙂

Travis Sigler

August 2, 2011 via mobile

I love my girlfriend. She is so beautiful and awesome.

Travis Sigler

August 4, 2011 via mobile

its a pretty day and I’m with my honey. Yay..:3 -sami

Samantha Joyceposted toTravis Sigler

August 13, 2011

I think you should get on Facebook! 🙂

Samantha Joyce posted to Travis Sigler

August 14, 2011

are you not getting MY IMs?

Travis Sigle rposted to Samantha Joyce

August 14, 2011

hello?

Samantha Joyce

it says you are typing

August 14, 2011 at 4:47pm

Samantha Joyce

again…

August 14, 2011 at 4:47pm

Travis Sigler i see your dots

August 14, 2011 at 4:47pm

Travis Sigler and stuff

August 14, 2011 at 4:47pm

Samantha Joyce

oh good lol 😀

August 14, 2011 at 4:48pm

Travis Sigler what was the last thing you got

August 14, 2011 at 4:48pm

Samantha Joyce

i said, i told you at summers i didnt like it…

August 14, 2011 at 4:49pm

Samantha Joyce posted to Travis Sigler

August 14, 2011

Cause it’s you and me and all of the people with nothing to do

Nothing to prove

And it’s you and me and all of the people

And I don’t know why, I can’t keep my eyes off of you

Samantha Joyceposted toTravis Sigler

August 14, 2011

You know what I love (besides you of course!)? When I’m working and a song comes on the radio that reminds me of you. ♥

I need your grace

To remind me

To find my own

If I lay here

If I just lay here

Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

All that I am

All that I ever was

Is here in your perfect eyes, they’re all I can see

I don’t know where

Confused about how as well

Just know that these things will never change for us at all

Samantha Joyceposted toTravis Sigler

August 31, 2011

So… You dont want to hang out with me?

Samantha Joyceposted toTravis Sigler

September 2, 2011

I love you. c:

Samantha Joyce

September 12, 2011 near Portland

Sadly, its time to go to work soon…But! After work, I shall watch Supernatural and cuddle with my honey ——->Travis Sigler

Travis Sigler: Season 2 😀

September 12, 2011 at 5:15pm · Like · 1


Travis Sigler

September 16, 2011

supernatural with Samantha Joyce. she makes my day everyday, especially when I feel like crap. ♥

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Travis Sigler

September 17, 2011

More movies/ Tv shows with Samantha Joyce. Need to get school stuff together. Starting on the 26th. Hope my throat feels a ton better by then.

Samantha Joyce

September 25, 2011 near Portland

Ugh..Finally getting to bed!! Travis had to go to the ER again after spitting up a lot of blood..Poor honey.. Its a lovely call to be getting right when I get off work and having to go meet him there.. :/ i hope he starts feeling better soon!!!!!!!

Kristen Perin likes this.

Robyn N Javier Vazquez I hope he gets better too!!

September 25, 2011 at 3:36pm · Like

Travis Sigler me too

September 25, 2011 at 9:31pm · Like

Samantha Joyce posted toTravis Sigler

September 28, 2011

Oh – once in your life, you find someone

Who will turn your world around

Bring you up when you’re feelin’ down

Yeah – nothin’ could change what you mean to me

Oh oh there’s lots that I could say

But just hold me now

hehe.. i love you.. 🙂 You’re in writing right now and I’m waiting for you to get out.. hahaha.. 🙂

Travis Sigler: you were always creeping lol

16 minutes ago · Like


Samantha Joyce
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October 2, 2011 near Oregon City

Hehe, i spend all my time thinkin’ bout ya.. 🙂

<3i think im falling for you!♥

Falling For You: Colbie Caillat, Lyrics

www.youtube.com

The song Falling for You by Colbie Caillat with lyrics. enjoy (: no copyright infringement intended

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Travis Siglerposted toSamantha Joyce

October 6, 2011

Hope the rest of your night goes well, see you later tonight 🙂 Love you

Robyn N Javier Vazquez likes this.

Samantha Joyce ·

Awh,thanks honey. Made my night a bit better.:) love you too♥

Samantha Joyce

October 14, 2011 near Portland

Travis made me breakfast.. hehe, he is so good to me. I’m a lucky girl! c:

He made a breakfast scramble: o’brien potatoes, eggs, and spam; with pineapple on the side. Yummy!

Travis Sigler posted to Samantha Joyce

October 19, 2011

Open arms is playing , love you ❤

Samantha Joyce ·

🙂

October 19, 2011 at 10:47pm via mobile

Samantha Joyce · 15 mutual friends

I love you too

October 19, 2011 at 10:47pm via mobile

Samantha Joyce ·

Your song is playing at Walgreens. I’ll stand by you. 🙂

October 19, 2011 at 10:49pm via mobile

Samantha Joyceposted toTravis Sigler

October 19, 2011 near Oregon City

I noticed you noticing me so I just wanted to put you on notice and make sure you were aware of the fact that I noticed you too.

Samantha Joyce

October 27, 2011

Well that’s how I wanted to spend five hours of my Thrusday night, in the ER..Yay..Thanks to my honey, Travis for taking care of me.. and my wonderful mommy, Patricia..

Samantha Joyceposted toTravis Sigler

November 1, 2011 near Portland

Get off Facebook and do your homework. 🙂

Samantha Joyce shared a link.

November 13, 2011 near Portland

I think my boyfriend is getting to me.. I’m sitting doing my homework rocking out to Dio..

Thanks Travis… 🙂

Samantha joyce

So I wanted to listen to Christmas music and Travis doesnt like Christmas music. So I put Iron Maiden on instead. Then he was like how about metal Christmas music? Hmm, deal.

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Travis Sigler we: wish you a metal christmas and a headbanging new year

Samantha Joyceposted toTravis Sigler

December 24, 2011

Whatever you do – I’ll be two steps behin Wherever you go – and I’ll be there to re That it only takes a minute of your precio To turn around, I’ll be two steps behind

You like this.

Travis Sigler you messed it up 🙂 ♥

December 24, 2011 at 11:43am · Like

Travis Sigler I will always as well be two steps behind

20 minutes ago · Like

Travis Sigler

January 4 via mobile

Samantha joyce has now seen all the original star wars movies and episode one, only two more and she wont be a complete loser anymore. Getting a new computer soon and will be playing Old Republic in no time 🙂

Samantha Joyceposted toTravis Sigler

January 13 near Portland

“Oh, that’s sad! Your FORD BROKE DOWN for the 4th time”” Let me git in my nice ol’ CHEVY that can SURVIVE anything and come git yew! 🙂

This is SO you… 🙂

Samantha Joyce

January 18 via BlackBerry Smartphones App

Snowman with a mohawk. His name is cream soda. — with Travis Sigler.

Samantha Joyce

January 31 near Portland

Travis Sigler likes kitties, bunnies and puppies!

Samantha Joyceposted toTravis Sigler

February 1 near Portland

I make a donkey sound when i laugh

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Travis Sigler yes you do

February 1 at 3:26pm · Like

Samantha Joyce

February 14 near Oregon City

I love my honey! Perfect night with cream soda in wine glasses and rib eye steak. — with Travis Sigler.

You, Richard Wershey, Mary Seaton, Autumn Whitehurst and 4 others like this.

Joshua Fisher mmmm I did Sparkling Cider with Bacon Wrapped Steaks and Rice with Veggies!

February 14 at 8:51pm · Like

Joshua Fisher Good job on those ribeyes….they look so tasty

February 14 at 8:51pm · Like

Samantha Joyce Nice meal!!! lol yea Travis did a great job!! ♥

February 14 at 8:57pm · Like · 1

Kristen Perin I like Travis’ cheesy thumbs up in the reflection 😉

February 14 at 9:07pm · Unlike · 3

Karen Abotta Great Job Guys!!!!!

February 15 at 12:04am · Like

Trina Sigler ‎…i see u guys liked my candles i got u..he got his romantic side from his mommy.

Samantha Joyceposted toTravis Sigler

February 26 near Portland

\m/

metal salute

😀

Samantha Joyce

March 13 via DROID

I love the snow! — with Travis Sigler.

Samantha Joyce

March 29 via mobile

As travis is eating the chocolate covered bugs, ‘hakuna matata’..lol! — with Rick Willden and Travis Sigler.

Samantha Joyce

May 3 via mobile

Got back from Titanic in 3D… stupid movie still chokes me up!! — with Rubi Berrelleza and 3 others.

Samantha Joyceposted toTravis Sigler

May 5 near Clackamas

Happy birthday!!! 😀 I just surprised you in the mall parking lot. You were very surprised. I love you.

Samantha Joyce

May 5

Wooo! Avengers in 3D IMAX

Travis Sigler

June 25 via mobile

Spent a half hour waiting for food at Applebees, and then the mouse that my snake didn’t eat months ago got spoiled with a new hut, food, a wheel, and some fuzzy stuff. Oh, also watched sam by more clothes, that she doesn’t need lol she is too much of a princess. — with Samantha Joyce.

Your Imperfections are what makes you who you are

They make you the beautiful girl I fell in love with

And I would not take them away even if I could.

I wouldn’t want those things bestowed upon you,

But they did, and I can’t change that.

You once poured out every little secret to me,

and that showed me that you really cared about us

To put so much trust into a person other than yourself takes a lot,

And I will admit, that at one time I was disappointed.

Some of the things you shared with me were so deep, 

I felt that I had fallen into a cave full of mysteries.

I learned to accept that all of those bad things that happened to you were for a reason

Because that has made you the woman I see before me. 

A strong, independent, beautiful woman

Because no one is perfect, right?

I wouldn’t want a perfect woman, because that defeats the purpose

We wouldn’t have reached that level of trust if that was so.

You trusted me with your hidden side,

But that never meant I stopped loving you for who you are.